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[tricksyvixie]

[Dixie is a girl with notable red fox features (ears, tail, tapetum lucidum), who tends towards pretty, casual, feminine outfits. It is not possible to tell a Family affiliation from her wardrobe aesthetic. Her age is eerily indeterminate, though she does vibe as being on the older side.

She can often be found sitting on the edge of the stage smoking her pipe between (or sometimes during?) ongoing performances.

Alternatively, if she’s given you the map to one of her hangout spots, you can easily find her there if you follow it.

Hit her up for whatever!]

Comments

Re: day 236, evening

[tricksyvixie]

So do you actually want to learn something from this one, or are you just disappointed that it wasn’t sufficient entertainment and decompression?

Re: Day 233

[bondsofsuffering]

Why'd you have to put it like that...

And I mean, it's partially the visions, partially the Performances.

Re: day 236, evening

[bittytorrent]

Little of column A, little of column B.

Re: Day 233

[tricksyvixie]

It’s what you’re telling me!

[she is maybe listing in her seat a little as she eats All This Poison, but she doesn’t seem in danger of falling out of it and her speech is clear]

Anyway, that’s not new. But all my suggestions for depression that’s already in your head are ‘drugs,’ sooooooo I’m not sure they’re going to be the most helpful to you? I think there’s also ‘counseling,’ but hell if I know who offers that anymore.

Re: day 236, evening

[tricksyvixie]

Ah. Well. Unfortunately when it is the story of a continuous point of view, and it does not care about appearing perfect to a future reader, you’re going to get imperfections no matter what.

Re: Day 233

[bondsofsuffering]

What was it that made you get started on all those drugs, anyway?

Re: day 236, evening

[bittytorrent]

What, like a rough draft?

Re: day 236, evening

[tricksyvixie]

[blinks]

No, like a life?

Re: day 236, evening

[bittytorrent]

We're. Both talking about reincarnation, right. Legends of past lives and all that.

Re: Day 233

[tricksyvixie]

Oh, I think it was probably going so mad that if I looked at the world through clear eyes a moment longer I was going to chew off all of my own limbs and then see if I really could go off and corrupt a dynasty.

Maybe? It’s very fuzzy at this point.

Re: day 236, evening

[tricksyvixie]

Eeeeeeeeehhhhhhh…

[waggles both hands and her pipe in the air uncertainly]

Re: Day 233

[bondsofsuffering]

Wait.

Corrupt who??? And how????

Re: Day 233

[tricksyvixie]

I don’t remember, I took too many drugs.

Re: day 236, evening

[bittytorrent]

[ ugh ]

You said continuous. So that counters the multiple alternate timelines theory, but not the multiple past lives theory.

Re: day 236, evening

[tricksyvixie]

Does it actually counter either? Maybe your guy lived an extra wild life. I sure don’t know.

Re: Day 233

[bondsofsuffering]

Damn. That sounds like quite the story.

Re: day 236, evening

[bittytorrent]

...This isn't the wildest thing I've heard of. It's weird for me, but some of my friends are getting straight up multiversal shenanigans. Isekai level stuff. Alternate performances, multiple alternate families, missing features, added features...

Re: Day 233

[tricksyvixie]

I know, right?

Anyway, though. I didn’t want to remember clearly, so I made that happen instead of waiting. “It’s okay to use anaesthetics if that’s all that’s reliably available to you.” I still remember telling myself that much.

Re: day 236, evening

[tricksyvixie]

[fingerguns]

Variety is the spice of life!

Re: day 236, evening

[bittytorrent]

Does anything, like, bother you.

Re: day 236, evening

[tricksyvixie]

Yes, and that’s why I am constantly intoxicated!

Re: Day 233

[bondsofsuffering]

[Hmmm...]

Do you really think that us learning more about the selves we see in the visions is that important, then? If you prefer to forget all the bad stuff, yourself.

Re: day 236, evening

[bittytorrent]

You know what. I respect it.

Re: Day 233

[tricksyvixie]

This is going to sound a little like a weasel answer, but I think the choices you make about what to learn and not learn are important.

After all, I had to learn before I could pick what to blur and unlearn, hm? A screen is not the same as an absence.

Re: day 236, evening

[tricksyvixie]

[laughs]

I’m just me. If you talk to other producers, you’ll get other opinions of varying levels of respectability, if that is what you are looking for.

Good luck with your basalt man puzzle.