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L̶o̶ P̶o̶ B̶i̶a̶ Traumerei | 'Hyacinth' ([personal profile] bittytorrent) wrote in [personal profile] tricksyvixie 2025-01-06 06:17 am (UTC)

Re: day 236, evening

...

[ sighs, taking a seat ]

I've thought about turning my emotions off before. Briefly, before I knew it was possible. But nobody that cares about me wants that. I don't want that. Even if I'd found a way, I wouldn't have gone through with it.

He's the same. He has as much to lose as I do, maybe more... and he's not a coward like I am.

[ this is incorrect but how would he know from his current sample size ]

But let's say some fucked-up legend shit happens to him. He goes through with it, or has it done to him against his will. I still don't know what I'm supposed to do with that. If I'm supposed to think, "not having emotions sucks"... then, I mean, yeah. Duh. I knew that already.

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